Define it

Things that dont work out for me? Boys. Obviously.

The one thing that almost every girl complains about….but a lot of girls don’t need to complain. They are beautiful, smart, witty, and independent. A few of those qualities may fit my personality… yeah i’m pretty smart, witty, and independent….But beauty doesn’t have a definition. At least from what i hear. So how do i know if i’m beautiful? How can i define myself in a way that makes me stand out, but fit in all at the same time? How is it that after 14 (almost 15) years of searching…i still don’t know what the hell i am?

Life is confusing, and so is trying to find yourself. The only advice i’ve been able to give myself is to define my beauty. Pick out my beauty and flaunt it. Is it my hilarity? My intelligence? My hair, eyes, or any other physical characteristic? Or….is it how i hold myself? How i look at things? How i react or how i don’t react. How do i do it? I ask myself this every day;

“How do i plan on being beautiful today?”

And i still haven’t found my answer.

Hearts Are for Losers.

I don't believe in this stupid fucking holiday.
No words.
Nooo words.

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Just another day in the life...

Guys are just as bad as girls in every aspect. They are clingy, they are emotional, they are controlling and jealous, they are needy, and they take forever to get ready. Just because we hook up does not mean i'm going to fall to my knees and kiss the ground you walk on. It also does not mean i'm going to go out and tell the world. I am most certainly not like most of the girls you know. For one, i have substance, and another fact is that i am not a see-through simple person. If you asked me a week ago i would be more than happy to say, "Yeah, a relationship sounds really good right about now." I hate all of those stupid stereotypes. You know the ones...they usually go along the lines of;

• girls are always looking for a relationship
• girls are needy and clingy, especially after a hookup
• girls expect too much from guys
• and most of all; girls have no sense of self preservation when it comes to guys.

I, in no way whatsoever, regret what i did last night. I don't regret anything i have ever done in my life. I don't plan on it either. So don't make me regret anything, please.