Things that dont work out for me? Boys. Obviously.
The one thing that almost every girl complains about….but a lot of girls don’t need to complain. They are beautiful, smart, witty, and independent. A few of those qualities may fit my personality… yeah i’m pretty smart, witty, and independent….But beauty doesn’t have a definition. At least from what i hear. So how do i know if i’m beautiful? How can i define myself in a way that makes me stand out, but fit in all at the same time? How is it that after 14 (almost 15) years of searching…i still don’t know what the hell i am?
Life is confusing, and so is trying to find yourself. The only advice i’ve been able to give myself is to define my beauty. Pick out my beauty and flaunt it. Is it my hilarity? My intelligence? My hair, eyes, or any other physical characteristic? Or….is it how i hold myself? How i look at things? How i react or how i don’t react. How do i do it? I ask myself this every day;
“How do i plan on being beautiful today?”
And i still haven’t found my answer.
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